August 14, 2011

Thanks for telling me that i was beautiful.....but i wish you hadnt because now i cant stop loving you.

I told you my biggest secret...you called me a liar. I havent told anyone anything ever since.

I hate you because i love you so much.

I just want you to look me in the eye and tell me what i already know......that you cheated on me with my best friend.

At your slumber party, when you got in the shower, we had sex on your bed...we did later that night while you were sleeping too.

I'm sick of hiding who i am. I just want to be me.

July 29, 2011

and secondly...

i hate all the bad things i've been through, but i wouldn't change a thing.

i know i'm a failure, you dont have to remind me every chance you get.

i wish someone would realize that i'm in PAIN.

sometimes i wish i had the courage to try suicide.......again.

July 25, 2011

well for starters.....

i've been with him for almost 3 years but i think i'm in love with someone else.

we're more alike than you will ever know...

we have been through the same things in life and i'm so happy that you're handling it better than i ever did.

i wish i could tell him everything without fearing that he'll judge me.

i hate the name my parents gave me but i cant think of one that suits me better.

i'm seriously considering a vow of silence just to see if anyone notices that i've stopped talking.

i wish i didnt worry so much.

i hated her so much for being who i wanted to be that i never told her how much she meant to me....now she is pregnant with his daughter.

since i was 18 i've gotten a tattoo everytime i've felt like cutting myself. its been three years and i'm out of open skin.........now what?